Dear Allah,
Once, my Heart was pure,
As pure as the driven snow,
Everything was a Bliss,
Cherished by the sweet smile of Mother,
Pampered by the merciful eyes of Father,
Grown up with lucid Love, Unconditional Love,
No worries, No risks, No miseries,
I'm blessed.
Dear Allah,
It was such a fulfilling Life,
All my wishes became Reality,
I lived in a fantastic Fantasy,
Mother is my Sun, Lighten my Wonderful World,
Father is my Moon, Shining my patulous Paths,
Not knowing the words 'Sin',' Regret' and 'Truth',
I kept smiled, chuckled and rejoiced,
I'm pleased.
Dear Allah,
The Present leaving the Past.
Now,My pure Heart is blacken,
As black as the negritude night,
The damn devils whispering sweet lies,
The dreamy desires spreading blights,
The loathsome lust rotting my Heart,
The World, the flesh and the devil,
I succumbed.
Dear Allah,
I'm living with mountains of sin,
My ignorance is beyond words,
No Time for praising You, Zikrullah
Delaying the Must, Prioritizing the Lust,
Repaying Your kindness with arrogance, Sinful
I can't taste the Sweetness of Iman,
I keep breathing in sins,
I'm lost.
Dear Allah,
Please forgive all my past sins,
I despise all my ill deeds, Truly
Please save me from astray,
Bestow me with the Holy Guidance, Hidayah
I'm seeking dearly, humbly for Your Redha,
Your Redha is my Absolute Salvation,
I'm praying hard, I'm crying hard, I'm yearning hard for...
Redha Ilahi.
