feels like stopping my days here and just return, to do what I'd love to do, to learn what I'd like to learn, and sleep without fears and worries

inception?

When dreams and nightmares are perceived as the reality, and worse, when the reality turns into a mere fantasy...

 

i should have known

sedih plak bile sekor hamster aku mati..tapi nak buat cemane mmg average lifespan djungarian hamster cuma 1.5 hingga 2 tahun. aku da bela 2 ekor tu dekat 2 taun...

still, aku rase bersalah sbb aku rase aku xcukup jage diorg leklok. dah jarang aku bagi makan kat diorg. selalunye bagi sikit2 tapi selalu. sejak pindah ni aku bagi segenggam terus tahan 2 hari. aku rase kalau aku jage elok2 mesti boleh hidup lagi lama. what a shame not to be fully responsible to them. yang sedihnye both of them still xde name. aku xtau nak letak name ape..ni baru hamster...esok da ade anak xtaula

kadang2 rase cuak gak mane tau akhirat nanti hamster tu carik aku balik sbb xjage betul2..

small things that human usually don't really care about, usually can be a big deal to the other party. its the same to animals, they have feelings too. what if they can talk?

RIP err...this one?

It has been a long time, I guess I'm going to clean the cage tomorrow and prepare a new bedding for the other one. Pretty sure he/she will be lonely after this..lol.

Mandikan, then sterilize the cage, food bowl, exercise wheel and probably find somewhere better to place the cage.


ouh, btw I have no idea whether its a male or a female. any way I can confirm this? + if there's any suggestion for the name.

Philosophy of Consciousness

We humans usually forgot to be grateful with what we have in our hands, and also often worry about things that we currently not able to/don't possess. these lead us into being a greed creature, forgetting the true meaning of happiness. perhaps only by looking at those who can't even feed themselves once a day will make us self-reflect of how happy we should be...

lecturing this to myself and readers out there :)

If you were given the money to start a new business, what business would you open?

at this age, I'd probably start a large scale gadget shops, with online shopping services. maybe I'd want to manufacture vehicle electronic systems in the near future. ouh...I'd like to open a restaurant too!

ekau jangan nak tanyo soklan polek2...tak dapek den nak nolong

Default Template

It sux when all the friends who were there when u can be urself, are getting far away and disappearing slowly..u'll lose urself at last :(


I think I'm forgetting my own self.


ouh...maybe I've misplaced my own default "template"..lol

Cream Carbonara Mushroom Spaghetti

brrrppp~

Ingredients:-
250g of pasta (your choice, also suitable if replaced by Fettuccine)
250g of chicken, minced
3 cups of mushroom (preferably button mushroom, sliced using you hand for easier job)
200ml of fresh cream (alternatively I just use whip cream)
250ml~ of fresh milk (err...about a glass)
1/2~ cup of grated Parmesan cheese
3 cloves of garlic, minced
1/2 large onion, minced
1 knob of butter
Olive oil (Canola or Palm oil will also do)
Black pepper
Salt
Dried Parsley

Method:-
Boil the pasta of your choice (don't forget to sprinkle some oil and salt when boiling)
Meanwhile, in a large pan, melt the butter and add in a sizzle of olive oil.
Saute the minced onion and garlic
Cook the minced chicken over medium heat
Pour in both fresh cream and fresh milk, bring to the boil, slowly stirring
When bubbles appear, slow the heat until simmer and add in parmesan cheese, stirring slowly
Mix in the mushrooms
Taste with some salt and pepper. (caution: parmesan cheese is already salty)
Simmer for few minutes
Meanwhile, sprinkle some olive oil on the drained al-dente pasta to avoid any sticking
Ready to serve! You may add some more grated parmesan and decorate with parsley on serving.
I also dropped in some lemon juice for a bit of sour. (also effective on smelly chicken)

You may also scramble an egg or two after getting the chicken cooked.

I am not a good cook btw. My intention is to write down this recipe that I accidentally created. ;p

Itadaki~